so hello tdy is 1 feb. every school day passes so slowly what even time seemed to speed up every year since p6 but this year it feels sooo slow again zzzz. good job for making it this far, whenever youre reading this!! i have hw to do but i feel like blogging.
so anw i googled our blog and realised that the title n self intro introduced us as 'SQUAD aphrodite' like that sounds so awk wts i want to change it. who even calls themselves squad (something) past the first month(s) of np skskskssks and were alrdy s4 but our blog says SQUAD aphrodite, meanwhile, our v ded ig is a totally weird name with a sec 2 squad pic
if you're not interested to see a movie/show rant, can skip to bottom
so this is jus random snippets of my life but i vvv majorly ship wangxian and make cql whatsapp stickers and use them (occasionally, i use more meme stickers nowadays). as a result, jess n my sailou/little brother who rec this awesome show n dragged me into this fandom saved them and use them against me, resulting in a sticker war. and training has a tendency to use our email acc to listen to music on youtube while doing ds and wur, so dailou/boss got annoyed at me bc the cql osts kept playing (sorry boss). during the last few days of dec hols i suddenly had the craving to draw the untamed stuff and i drew some scenes in the live action/some char pics, and they all look ugly :( i have no talent. but my best one was nie huaisang HAHAH my skillz improved ok!! i like drawing robes and hair alottt but im horrible at facial features. then ms sim asked us to deco our journals and i didnt know what to draw and ended up copying some mdzs fanart/tweaking some fanart and they turned out v cute imo. and i learnt how to play wuji on ukulele yay i played till my fingers were sore. also i was very into frozen 2 for a few days aft i watched it w sailou/gege, talented sailou and listening ear wen hehehe and watched star wars and ip man the same month. i cried throughout almost the whole frozen 2, mb its bc of childhood nostalgia and high levels of relate, but i felt vvv emotional during the OPENING SONG. you can imagine how it went the rest of the movie. on a side note, when kristoff was singing his lost in the woods, i was vvv sad and was rly on the verge of tears, wen told me: 'omg pavina that looks like an mv' and i LAUGHED. ip man was pretty great. lowkey teared abit at one point. star wars not so great BUT I CRIED DURING THE EXCHANGE BTWN HAN SOLO AND KYLO REN :'(.
so anyway back to the main point of the whole frozen/ip man/star wars tirade, i was waiting for star wars to start in the cinema, and i was txting my friend and she told me that id better not come out shipping reylo and i told her nah im shipping wangxian :p
regarding the production of cql live action, i feel that its potential wasnt rly stretched. it had a good plot, pretty good acting n chemistry btwn cast, but the emotional part wasnt rly there. like normally i wdve cried buckets, but this show lacked the atmosphere, in the sense that the moments werent dragged correctly and the music. gods if they used the character songs just abit more it wdve been better, but the instrumentals awesome also man. so i ended up twaring up but nv rly crying like even the major emo scene i was like omg but dindt rly tear much. like most of the scenes that hit me hardest had to feature shijie, and the songwas actly what made me cry. (im not commenting on the acting bc its all there alrdy). legit the only scene that made me full on cry without songs w lyrics is the scene whr wen ning told jc that wwx gave up his golden core for him? and on the topic of jc, hes so underrated and underappreciated, idk if its bc im used to overanalysing things but hes feeling alot of emotions, but masking it with anger, and his pride is an issue too!! not saying that hes totally not to blame, but he isnt TOTALLY to blame, and hes honestly taking on more blame than he deserves :((( v sad for him. and i like how all the chars are so well craftedd, they all got their flaws n strengths :'(
jn i opened my bio tys bc my cher assigned us excretion, homeostasis n hormones. i finished excretion some time back so yay, and homeostasis is relatively short, so also yay, i thot it wd b very long, but i cant find hormones??? i mean, im overflowing with them on a daily basis but i cant find it on the tys. idk if i shd be happy or worried LMAO
~end of rant~
some stuff im grateful for: (my lit cher has this practice and i thought it was quite errr at first but rn, and aft following her ig i find myself happier and finding joy in the smaller things in life! bc being asked that qn forces you to rly think. at first i wd panic and think oh no idk my life sucks, but after awhile i realise that theres actly stuff to say, so nowadays i think of answers throughout the week so if she ever asks me i have something to say!!)
1. the gratefulness practice, reasons above
2. parents!
3. good health
Im probably gg to end here sorry for wasting your time :( please stay safe and healthy, esp in current times w coronavirus and some new h5n(7??) flu gg around. this kind of incidents teaches me that life is v unpredictable, so dont take anything for granted! some personal stuff happened last year that taught me this, but coronavirus outbreak reminded me of this again, we were born right after sars cleared up, and nv expected smt similar to happen but it did, so treasure every moment!
throwback to lit last year when i climbed on a chair bc i cldnt reach the top of the wb and everywhere else was filled, and was jumping around and scribbling excitedly on the wb while my grpmates were reprimanding me for bad handwriting, and some ppl walked past the class and judged. also my grpmates were shook that my board handwriting was so nice on fri!! i was putting in sm effort!
-wx shipper (dont slap me frens :])
so anw i googled our blog and realised that the title n self intro introduced us as 'SQUAD aphrodite' like that sounds so awk wts i want to change it. who even calls themselves squad (something) past the first month(s) of np skskskssks and were alrdy s4 but our blog says SQUAD aphrodite, meanwhile, our v ded ig is a totally weird name with a sec 2 squad pic
if you're not interested to see a movie/show rant, can skip to bottom
so this is jus random snippets of my life but i vvv majorly ship wangxian and make cql whatsapp stickers and use them (occasionally, i use more meme stickers nowadays). as a result, jess n my sailou/little brother who rec this awesome show n dragged me into this fandom saved them and use them against me, resulting in a sticker war. and training has a tendency to use our email acc to listen to music on youtube while doing ds and wur, so dailou/boss got annoyed at me bc the cql osts kept playing (sorry boss). during the last few days of dec hols i suddenly had the craving to draw the untamed stuff and i drew some scenes in the live action/some char pics, and they all look ugly :( i have no talent. but my best one was nie huaisang HAHAH my skillz improved ok!! i like drawing robes and hair alottt but im horrible at facial features. then ms sim asked us to deco our journals and i didnt know what to draw and ended up copying some mdzs fanart/tweaking some fanart and they turned out v cute imo. and i learnt how to play wuji on ukulele yay i played till my fingers were sore. also i was very into frozen 2 for a few days aft i watched it w sailou/gege, talented sailou and listening ear wen hehehe and watched star wars and ip man the same month. i cried throughout almost the whole frozen 2, mb its bc of childhood nostalgia and high levels of relate, but i felt vvv emotional during the OPENING SONG. you can imagine how it went the rest of the movie. on a side note, when kristoff was singing his lost in the woods, i was vvv sad and was rly on the verge of tears, wen told me: 'omg pavina that looks like an mv' and i LAUGHED. ip man was pretty great. lowkey teared abit at one point. star wars not so great BUT I CRIED DURING THE EXCHANGE BTWN HAN SOLO AND KYLO REN :'(.
so anyway back to the main point of the whole frozen/ip man/star wars tirade, i was waiting for star wars to start in the cinema, and i was txting my friend and she told me that id better not come out shipping reylo and i told her nah im shipping wangxian :p
regarding the production of cql live action, i feel that its potential wasnt rly stretched. it had a good plot, pretty good acting n chemistry btwn cast, but the emotional part wasnt rly there. like normally i wdve cried buckets, but this show lacked the atmosphere, in the sense that the moments werent dragged correctly and the music. gods if they used the character songs just abit more it wdve been better, but the instrumentals awesome also man. so i ended up twaring up but nv rly crying like even the major emo scene i was like omg but dindt rly tear much. like most of the scenes that hit me hardest had to feature shijie, and the songwas actly what made me cry. (im not commenting on the acting bc its all there alrdy). legit the only scene that made me full on cry without songs w lyrics is the scene whr wen ning told jc that wwx gave up his golden core for him? and on the topic of jc, hes so underrated and underappreciated, idk if its bc im used to overanalysing things but hes feeling alot of emotions, but masking it with anger, and his pride is an issue too!! not saying that hes totally not to blame, but he isnt TOTALLY to blame, and hes honestly taking on more blame than he deserves :((( v sad for him. and i like how all the chars are so well craftedd, they all got their flaws n strengths :'(
jn i opened my bio tys bc my cher assigned us excretion, homeostasis n hormones. i finished excretion some time back so yay, and homeostasis is relatively short, so also yay, i thot it wd b very long, but i cant find hormones??? i mean, im overflowing with them on a daily basis but i cant find it on the tys. idk if i shd be happy or worried LMAO
~end of rant~
some stuff im grateful for: (my lit cher has this practice and i thought it was quite errr at first but rn, and aft following her ig i find myself happier and finding joy in the smaller things in life! bc being asked that qn forces you to rly think. at first i wd panic and think oh no idk my life sucks, but after awhile i realise that theres actly stuff to say, so nowadays i think of answers throughout the week so if she ever asks me i have something to say!!)
1. the gratefulness practice, reasons above
2. parents!
3. good health
Im probably gg to end here sorry for wasting your time :( please stay safe and healthy, esp in current times w coronavirus and some new h5n(7??) flu gg around. this kind of incidents teaches me that life is v unpredictable, so dont take anything for granted! some personal stuff happened last year that taught me this, but coronavirus outbreak reminded me of this again, we were born right after sars cleared up, and nv expected smt similar to happen but it did, so treasure every moment!
throwback to lit last year when i climbed on a chair bc i cldnt reach the top of the wb and everywhere else was filled, and was jumping around and scribbling excitedly on the wb while my grpmates were reprimanding me for bad handwriting, and some ppl walked past the class and judged. also my grpmates were shook that my board handwriting was so nice on fri!! i was putting in sm effort!
-wx shipper (dont slap me frens :])
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