back with more hbl (and food for thought)



ok hi so ive been drawing the past few days and today is the first day i didnt draw anything! marginally more productive today here's to a more productive tomorrow! i want to finish all my english by tonight :p and hopefully finish differentiation tys by friday oops 

ok random fact but last wkend/two weekends ago my mum wanted to continue watching the untamed so as usual i watched with her and it was the start of the angst aka when wwx found wen qing and the eps following that (after he moved into burial mounds to when they decided to invite wwx to the party) i cried/teared thrice (in two eps) while when i watched it for the first time i teared/cried about thrice throughout the 50 eps. i think its bcs rn isee the significance and underlying details more hahhaha this weekend is going to v tearful. i told my mum to watch ep 30-33 at one shot hahhaha bcs emotional buildup uk heh 

and im very happy i managed to have alot of laughs just now (but at a great cost) but ohwell its my fault :-( 

anyway just now starhub broke down nationwide so my wifi was very shaky, and i tot i could not finish my third lang hw by tdy so i texted my teacher and i think she slapped me internally because i told her

sorry teacher i cant finish my sls because the wifi connection is bad 

and she replied me: try tmr. starhub is prob down

LIKE OFC ILL FINISH IT TMR i jus forgot to add the tmr so i think shes annoyed at me oops 

i kind of dont like going for karaoke (not that im going) because my vocals most likely won't cooperate cos they only cooperate when im in private like rn and I can hit the high notes HAHAHA 

this is a song (stepping on the shadows) ive been listening to on loop i just found in on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pu63wH7sfsM

(excited to watch haoyixing which prob won't come out till after os but either way ill only watch after os) speaking of it that day cried over about half of a chapter in 2ha because it was so angsty HAHAHA and I also saw a series of vvv thought provoking paragraphs ill put here in case anyone wants food for thought

no one lays themselves bare for others to see. People wear clothes to cover and hide their bodies, use words and facial expressions to hide their emotions. people cover themselves heavily, (their) necks are like the stems of flowers, supporting the head and raising it up (making it stick out of the clothes), everyone presents a face on which anger and joy are easily differentiated. in an opera, the actor portraying the female character will portray the female char, the actor portraying the male char will portray the male char, the world is a play(opera), sheng da jing mo chou, (the diff roles in Chinese opera) are clearly distinguished.

who would be able to accept a sudden change of roles? (ie one of the roles suddenly switch to portraying another)

however, when the cymbals cease to clash, the zither stops playing, in the middle of the night and all is silent, everyone washes away the thick makeup on their faces, large volumes of dirty water sweeps away the clear, easily distinguished faces of the day, exposing a face of unfamiliar, foreign features

ok tats it, it's a bad translation but i think i got the gist

it really makes one think 

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